Should I????

 

I dunno why i feel like this nowadays..

why that feeling comes back to me..

I just realize it..maybe because of someone..

I wonder is it the rite tyme for me to think bout it..

I dunno what should i do now..

How could I face the feeling that makes me down a long time ago..

I should rather keep this feeling silently..

Maybe it may go by itself..

Btw,is it the rite way for me to treat myself like this..

People around me always said that I am an egoistic person..

They don't know why i become like this..

Everything happened has its own history..

So,it same goes to me..

That ego came from this feeling actually..

 

Why should I run away from this "sucks" feeling..

It maybe "sucks" since a long time ago,but 

hopefully this time it's not (no more "sucks")..

Please be kind with me for this time..