I dunno why i feel like this nowadays..
why that feeling comes back to me..
I just realize it..maybe because of someone..
I wonder is it the rite tyme for me to think bout it..
I dunno what should i do now..
How could I face the feeling that makes me down a long time ago..
I should rather keep this feeling silently..
Maybe it may go by itself..
Btw,is it the rite way for me to treat myself like this..
People around me always said that I am an egoistic person..
They don't know why i become like this..
Everything happened has its own history..
So,it same goes to me..
That ego came from this feeling actually..
Why should I run away from this "sucks" feeling..
It maybe "sucks" since a long time ago,but
hopefully this time it's not (no more "sucks")..
Please be kind with me for this time..
